I’m terrified to run a marathon, like an organized routed one with other people- because Im so sure that I will be really good at it, and nail it, and get to the end like - oh wow- that was no big deal- and people will hate me and think im an arrogant bitch

so, instead, im going to stress myself out for the next ten months and make the NYC marathon the most stressful painful thing Ive ever endured…

just so people wont hate me for doing it.

me